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I run away from possible happiness
Not because I hate myself
Not because I cant trust
Not because I am scared

Because deep in my heart I have a feeling
That maybe I'm not good enough
that maybe I'm being selfish for trying
that maybe we aren't meant to 

So, I run away to clear my head
So I can read my feeling like words
So that I can see if you feel like I do
So that I can hear your heartbeat quicken when I approach

But by the time I understand what this means
you have moved on
and I am left with unsaid feelings
and another lesson to learn from

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